I keep thinking and wonder about many things...here are some random thoughts from my collection ;)
Wondered if you have heard (in your ear) the keypad tones on your phone sound different for every different digit dialled? Was that meant to be?
Its true and always works - when you initiate the smile at someone and greet them, they invariably open up and respond...its weird or amazing how often we remain stone faced and don't initiate??!!
Stray dogs (in India I mean) have a way pouncing in front of your car/bike just at the "wrong" time...how come?? A friend once told me that dogs have suicidal tendencies......umm!!??
Many, many old Tamil/Hindi film songs (in the 1960s/70s) in their lyrics touched upon aspects of life, failure, emotions, resilience, philosophy - why don't we see that in today's songs?
I read many a place online that the Dutch are among the happiest people in the world. Having visited Netherlands in recent times, I have actually seen that...they are a very chirpy lot and seem very happy :)
Its funny how at work; if you try hard enough for a while and don't get results, people ask you if its really worth it whereas if you say the same after a shorter while, you are asked if you have tried/put in enough efforts!!?? How much enough is enough!!?? Who measures...ummm! Ross of "Friends" rightly said, "It's all relative"...ain't it??
That's enough randomness for now....Ciao!
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Steve...Oh Wow!
My fascination with Steve Jobs began sometime in 2007-8 with seeing Youtube footage of his commencement speech at Stanford 2005. Being the CEO of a legendary firm, and in front of an audience known for their academic prowess, he spoke nothing about corporate world, not about careers, not about professional growth. He spoke of inner drive, passion, life and its significance and all of it with the kind of fervour, impact and conviction only he can. You could see he meant what he said; what he had himself experienced. That's Jobs for you.
I am an even bigger fan of his presentation skills. Watch how he, in this Stanford speech, spells out upfront, "today, I like to share 3 stories from my life - just 3 stories, no big deal" - sets the platform for what the audience is about to get. It is basic but what impact and must have gotten the audience sit up and listen!!!!
I have been seeing some reently uploaded vidoes of Steve (not sure they were up earlier) where he talks about life, failure and I found them to be amazing!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kYfNvmF0Bqw
It has made me think about life, the walls and perception of life, we live in....very thought provoking! Here's wishing 2012 is more purposeful, fun, refreshing, will open me out, and be truly memorable!
I am an even bigger fan of his presentation skills. Watch how he, in this Stanford speech, spells out upfront, "today, I like to share 3 stories from my life - just 3 stories, no big deal" - sets the platform for what the audience is about to get. It is basic but what impact and must have gotten the audience sit up and listen!!!!
I have been seeing some reently uploaded vidoes of Steve (not sure they were up earlier) where he talks about life, failure and I found them to be amazing!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kYfNvmF0Bqw
It has made me think about life, the walls and perception of life, we live in....very thought provoking! Here's wishing 2012 is more purposeful, fun, refreshing, will open me out, and be truly memorable!
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Jagath Janani
I learnt Carnatic music for about a year long back when I was in school.....and suddenly quit! Don't know why!!??
Music and singing is a very close part of me...Music means moods, life's moments, deep meaning, symbolic of situations, gets me emotional, livens me up, keeps me occupied. Suddenly 2 days back, an old beautiful devotional song I used to hum before, sprung up in my mind - Jagath Janani Sukha Paani by MM Dhandapani Desikar and I managed to look it up on in.com. Its a short, lovely song, free flowing, simple and melodious. I used to love singing it before and had forgotten it for a while now. I heard some other versions of the same song by Priya Sisters and other performers - but none I believe matches MM Desikar. I slept last night humming that very song....many, many a time - priceless!!
Music and singing is a very close part of me...Music means moods, life's moments, deep meaning, symbolic of situations, gets me emotional, livens me up, keeps me occupied. Suddenly 2 days back, an old beautiful devotional song I used to hum before, sprung up in my mind - Jagath Janani Sukha Paani by MM Dhandapani Desikar and I managed to look it up on in.com. Its a short, lovely song, free flowing, simple and melodious. I used to love singing it before and had forgotten it for a while now. I heard some other versions of the same song by Priya Sisters and other performers - but none I believe matches MM Desikar. I slept last night humming that very song....many, many a time - priceless!!
Monday, January 25, 2010
THE JOURNEY WITH A FRIEND
My best friend is someone I know since 1993 and it feels great that we have been in touch ever since and we are not far away from 20 years of knowing each other well. I recollect a brilliant scene from a recent Rajnikanth starrer, a story of his real life where he talks about friendship. At a school annual day function where he is the chief guest, he says the following
‘’look around at your classmates; you are all the same. Your friend today is what he is because he likes you for what you are right now and not for what you might become. Hence pick your best friend today and treasure him/her for life for only that is for keeps. He/she doesn’t even know or care for what you would become but will be beside you come what may." He then remembers his best friend who is the very reason for his today’s success and progress in life.
The ardent Rajni fan that I am, this scene moves me to tears and I remember my best friend!! Here is to many more years of knowing him and getting closer to each other.
MUSIC & COOKING AT THE END OF THE DAY
There are many days when I come back after a hard day’s work; drained completely of mental energy. It’s amazing what music does to me. Put the head phones on, play some lively tracks and there I am; completely refreshed and did help me unwind totally. I also have realized over the 8 months that cooking does the same to me; helps me de-focus and relax. Maybe it has got to do with the focus and eye for detail that you need to have while cooking; looking out for when the oil has heated up enough and remembering if you have already added the salt. I think cooking as a whole takes me away from anything else during those 30-45 mins and that’s completely relaxing.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
MY TEACHER
During my recent trip home, I visited my Physics teacher. My professor who taught me Physics as when I was preparing for the IIT-JEE. I have known him since 1991-92. 17 years of knowing someone is a long time.
I didn’t make it through the JEE but I met and came in touch with a great human being. I have always been in touch with him updating him of what I was upto in life. I spent half a day with him reliving those days; sitting next to him – the man who taught me so much Physics, so well and so wonderfully. I loved Physics because of him; I couldn't solve all the problems I encountered but I enjoyed working on them, attempting to solve them; trying to apply those wonderful concepts.
That learning was greater joy to me than anything else; the intellectual stimulation; that I was learning; that my mind was sharp and active; that I was challenged and needed to solve problems that looked me in the face.
As I sat next to him and spoke with him, as I took him for a walk, sat in the park I was very humbled, feeling tiny next to a great man, felt very simple like a student should always feel and be. I was very emotional and moved that day. I bought some fruits for him. He can hardly see and hence very rarely steps out of home, apprehensive of maybe the traffic, the kids playing around or worried he might bang himself against some objects. But I told him that I would hold his hand and guide him, that he can get some fresh air.
As I held his hand and walked, thoughts were flooding my mind. It hit me hard that all of us would age, would wither, would experience weariness, the tide will turn and we might not remain as strong as now, either physically or emotionally. I took his blessings, told him that I was honored to have been his student, privileged to see and spend time with him. I updated my mobile number in his small notebook where he maintains data of all his old students in alphabetical order.
As I said good bye and left, I asked myself, what am I going to do for him, how am I going repay my gratitude, for the immense learning he gave me at that point in my life? I left extremely satisfied though for seen him in person and spent quality time; having gone back to my past and relived those days.
I didn’t make it through the JEE but I met and came in touch with a great human being. I have always been in touch with him updating him of what I was upto in life. I spent half a day with him reliving those days; sitting next to him – the man who taught me so much Physics, so well and so wonderfully. I loved Physics because of him; I couldn't solve all the problems I encountered but I enjoyed working on them, attempting to solve them; trying to apply those wonderful concepts.
That learning was greater joy to me than anything else; the intellectual stimulation; that I was learning; that my mind was sharp and active; that I was challenged and needed to solve problems that looked me in the face.
As I sat next to him and spoke with him, as I took him for a walk, sat in the park I was very humbled, feeling tiny next to a great man, felt very simple like a student should always feel and be. I was very emotional and moved that day. I bought some fruits for him. He can hardly see and hence very rarely steps out of home, apprehensive of maybe the traffic, the kids playing around or worried he might bang himself against some objects. But I told him that I would hold his hand and guide him, that he can get some fresh air.
As I held his hand and walked, thoughts were flooding my mind. It hit me hard that all of us would age, would wither, would experience weariness, the tide will turn and we might not remain as strong as now, either physically or emotionally. I took his blessings, told him that I was honored to have been his student, privileged to see and spend time with him. I updated my mobile number in his small notebook where he maintains data of all his old students in alphabetical order.
As I said good bye and left, I asked myself, what am I going to do for him, how am I going repay my gratitude, for the immense learning he gave me at that point in my life? I left extremely satisfied though for seen him in person and spent quality time; having gone back to my past and relived those days.
WELCOME HOME SON
I recently made a trip home for some important personal work. Spent about 2 weeks there in my home, my home town, where I grew, where I studied, where my roots are.
Drove around on personal tasks in my Wagon R; my first car; my first big buy; from my hard earned own money . I felt absolutely calm, wonderful, free, happy and independent. Early morning drives, late evening drives. I was off work that week. On a personal front, it was the most calm and peaceful time I have had for a long time. A feeling of simplicity, a feeling of being there for someone special; a feeling of wanting to and reciprocating for all that I have got, a feeling of calmness, a feeling just being there in person, of doing nothing in particular, of no time lines.
I enjoyed the change. I was myself....just my own self. Was thinking of what I call 'the inner circle', the people who ACTUALLY matter to me and my existence, people to whom I matter the most.
Looking back, it was as though I was in another world during those 2 weeks. A world where I was no one but myself; my true inner self.
Monday, November 9, 2009
THE WALK
I walk back home every day post-work and have been doing this for almost 3-4 months now; I catch a rick otherwise.
Its about 3-4 kms I guess and I decided to walk it one way (always the evening) coz it helps me expend some energy and makes me hungry enough for a nice dinner. Also, it helps me kind of unwind and look at life outside of work as I head back home. Though 7.30-8ish in the evening is not the best time to look at life!! Or maybe it is!!
Neways, I usually look around at people on the road, inside a shop, at the bus stand, in their cars and bikes, some waiting for someone, some on an evening walk/jog, some with shopping, some catching up with a friend at a roadside café. A wide of people and emotions are completely on display.I would look at an autorickshaw guy looking with hope at a prospective customer and looking in the eye asking AUTO?? I would look at a hawker busy preparing for his business for the evening, cutting paper and heating the peanuts. I would look at a girl waiting for her boyfriend to pick her up. I would look at someone shopping at a 50% off cloth store. I would look at someone being choosy at the vegetable shop.
I would look at the beggar at the signal full of renewed energy trying his luck around the most expensive car or a sympathetic looking passenger inside it. I would look the master sales man selling yellow colored wiping cloth at the signal neatly displaying the various sizes. I would look at the guy at the signal hoping the lights would turn green asap while another guy hopes he can make it just before it turns to amber.
All of us in absorbed in our lives, in small errands of our own, completely absorbed in it.
Its about 3-4 kms I guess and I decided to walk it one way (always the evening) coz it helps me expend some energy and makes me hungry enough for a nice dinner. Also, it helps me kind of unwind and look at life outside of work as I head back home. Though 7.30-8ish in the evening is not the best time to look at life!! Or maybe it is!!
Neways, I usually look around at people on the road, inside a shop, at the bus stand, in their cars and bikes, some waiting for someone, some on an evening walk/jog, some with shopping, some catching up with a friend at a roadside café. A wide of people and emotions are completely on display.I would look at an autorickshaw guy looking with hope at a prospective customer and looking in the eye asking AUTO?? I would look at a hawker busy preparing for his business for the evening, cutting paper and heating the peanuts. I would look at a girl waiting for her boyfriend to pick her up. I would look at someone shopping at a 50% off cloth store. I would look at someone being choosy at the vegetable shop.
I would look at the beggar at the signal full of renewed energy trying his luck around the most expensive car or a sympathetic looking passenger inside it. I would look the master sales man selling yellow colored wiping cloth at the signal neatly displaying the various sizes. I would look at the guy at the signal hoping the lights would turn green asap while another guy hopes he can make it just before it turns to amber.
All of us in absorbed in our lives, in small errands of our own, completely absorbed in it.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
HUNGRY OR HELPLESS
Today as I was washing clothes and wrapping up cooking, I got really bugged with all this household chores and being stuck with it. Had some cleaning at home to do as well and that really got unnerving. Why the hell am I doing all of this? Wasn’t this my choice? No one is asking you to do this? You surely can get a maid to do all of this….This is boring and tedious. Do I need to do this? Why am I not outside visiting a place or partying or eating out?
Well then I kinda calmed down and said to myself - ''Listen dude, you have been out of town for 2 days and having gotten back, what you are doing is just getting the house in order. Food is anyways priority for you and so is getting your clothes ready for the week ahead. You have been cooking for a while now and you like it. So don’t get ruffled by small things and stop getting flustered by little things. Take a step back and relax dude''.
It was only after the first few morsels of lunch went in that I was actually back to my cool relaxed self. Guess food did the trick. HOME MADE SIMPLE DELICIOUS FOOD!!!! should I stress here (ahem!!). Suddenly also recollected my dad’s ever-wise words that one gets upset/angry only when two things happen – one, when you are hungry or when you are helpless. Nice one Pa!! It was the first one in my case surely.
There are times this happens to me….not a good thing. I need to take a deep breath, relax and regain my composure.
Coming back, I then followed it up with a weekly grocery shopping and a nice walk in the neighborhood. This relaxed me totally and now back settling into a lazy Sunday evening and awaiting the Monday blues.
Ok then!! Here goes my short next post…its out on my blog and out of my system.
Well then I kinda calmed down and said to myself - ''Listen dude, you have been out of town for 2 days and having gotten back, what you are doing is just getting the house in order. Food is anyways priority for you and so is getting your clothes ready for the week ahead. You have been cooking for a while now and you like it. So don’t get ruffled by small things and stop getting flustered by little things. Take a step back and relax dude''.
It was only after the first few morsels of lunch went in that I was actually back to my cool relaxed self. Guess food did the trick. HOME MADE SIMPLE DELICIOUS FOOD!!!! should I stress here (ahem!!). Suddenly also recollected my dad’s ever-wise words that one gets upset/angry only when two things happen – one, when you are hungry or when you are helpless. Nice one Pa!! It was the first one in my case surely.
There are times this happens to me….not a good thing. I need to take a deep breath, relax and regain my composure.
Coming back, I then followed it up with a weekly grocery shopping and a nice walk in the neighborhood. This relaxed me totally and now back settling into a lazy Sunday evening and awaiting the Monday blues.
Ok then!! Here goes my short next post…its out on my blog and out of my system.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
THE LANGUAGE DISCUSSION
There was this very engrossing episode on WE: THE PEOPLE on NDTV a few weeks ago and the subject was HINDI AS THE NATIONAL LANGUAGE and why we haven’t been able to enforce it strongly and why there are still so many widely discussed language policies.
The speakers included experts in society and culture, filmmakers, teachers to remember a few. The points discussed were as below:
· Is Hindi really the national language?
· Why do we still have issues on this and different language policies across various states?
My thoughts on this are as below: The strongest point is that a language if to be proclaimed as a national language should be able to bring people together. And Hindi doesn’t do this. At least I don’t believe so. Restricted to its usage to predominantly the Northern parts of India, that’s where it stops. Western and Southern states have their own languages and with strong history to add to that. That’s precisely why there isn’t an acceptance for Hindi in these states. Let’s not forget the passion each of these states has for their native languages and culture that flames this issue more than anything else. Last but not the least, there is the political twist for short term gains that only complicates this issue.
Somewhere I also believe that people across the country don’t believe that Hindi is the common thread. In fact English probably is a stronger and more accepted bond. The influence of the British surely has created that belief far more than Hindi I believe. Well I speak Hindi for a livelihood and so do many millions across the country whose native language isn’t Hindi. And that’s exactly where it stops. However, this doesn’t happen with English because its usage is almost indispensable.
If 2 strangers meet today in any part of India, English surely will connect them better than Hindi. And that’s reality. Also, English has opened up the world to us; for employment, business and all that’s related to growth. Maybe being even indispensable. Then, why Hindi? A language which can’t take you beyond a few states within India.
That is my contention. Funnily our diversity is what’s killing this acceptance of Hindi as a national language. That’s India for you and we need to live with it. And funnily or ironically should I say, an invader’s language has a greater acceptance here. But there are a few logical reasons which I spoke of earlier.
That’s what I wanted to write about recollecting the NDTV episode of WE: THE PEOPLE. Very thought-provoking. Bye for now!!
The speakers included experts in society and culture, filmmakers, teachers to remember a few. The points discussed were as below:
· Is Hindi really the national language?
· Why do we still have issues on this and different language policies across various states?
My thoughts on this are as below: The strongest point is that a language if to be proclaimed as a national language should be able to bring people together. And Hindi doesn’t do this. At least I don’t believe so. Restricted to its usage to predominantly the Northern parts of India, that’s where it stops. Western and Southern states have their own languages and with strong history to add to that. That’s precisely why there isn’t an acceptance for Hindi in these states. Let’s not forget the passion each of these states has for their native languages and culture that flames this issue more than anything else. Last but not the least, there is the political twist for short term gains that only complicates this issue.
Somewhere I also believe that people across the country don’t believe that Hindi is the common thread. In fact English probably is a stronger and more accepted bond. The influence of the British surely has created that belief far more than Hindi I believe. Well I speak Hindi for a livelihood and so do many millions across the country whose native language isn’t Hindi. And that’s exactly where it stops. However, this doesn’t happen with English because its usage is almost indispensable.
If 2 strangers meet today in any part of India, English surely will connect them better than Hindi. And that’s reality. Also, English has opened up the world to us; for employment, business and all that’s related to growth. Maybe being even indispensable. Then, why Hindi? A language which can’t take you beyond a few states within India.
That is my contention. Funnily our diversity is what’s killing this acceptance of Hindi as a national language. That’s India for you and we need to live with it. And funnily or ironically should I say, an invader’s language has a greater acceptance here. But there are a few logical reasons which I spoke of earlier.
That’s what I wanted to write about recollecting the NDTV episode of WE: THE PEOPLE. Very thought-provoking. Bye for now!!
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
RANDOM THOUGHTS
· When there was this big hue and cry over SRK’s questioning in a US airport, Salman in an interview with Arnab said ‘why this big fuss? Don’t we allow security to inspect us every time we visit a star hotel? Let’s support them do their job better. It’s unfortunate a particular community is being subject to this due to a stereotype...but that’s reality’. I remembered and liked his thoughts since they sounded very practical and different.
· Why do we press the elevator at least twice when it would respond with just one push!!!???
· And yes…why do we press it once even if the guy next to us just pressed it once before us a few secs earlier!!??? Lack of trust!!??
· Swades is a nice movie…ya this is an almost fossilized review of the film (hahaha), beautifully picturized and with a great theme. SRK has acted very well…subtle and understated. Gayathri Joshi rocks with great portrayal of her character. ARR music is perfecto!!!
· Kurt Cobain has this completely lost & whatever look in the unplugged version of MAN WHO SOLD THE WORLD...what was he thinking?
· The lighting on stage in the PINK FLOYD: LIVE IN EUROPE CONCERT is absolute brilliance….must have been great music experience
· Suddenly cricket has gotten a lil more exciting with the ODI format…T20 sucks big time…believe me!!
· Someone pls plan and get a 5 test match series between India and Aus in Australia started asap….test match cricket and its loyal followers need it. I do surely!!
· ‘Jalwa’ title song is nice and catchy…check out the last few dance steps with Prabhu Deva in it.
· F1 season is over and I am depressed puzzled if I will see Kimi race again F1…..he might move to McLaren they say….pls pls pls do that!!!
· Why isn’t the Honda Jazz selling much? Or is it?
· The Yamaha power bikes look stylish and really muscular.
· There is nothing like eating delicious idli dipped in hot sambhar
· Why do we press the elevator at least twice when it would respond with just one push!!!???
· And yes…why do we press it once even if the guy next to us just pressed it once before us a few secs earlier!!??? Lack of trust!!??
· Swades is a nice movie…ya this is an almost fossilized review of the film (hahaha), beautifully picturized and with a great theme. SRK has acted very well…subtle and understated. Gayathri Joshi rocks with great portrayal of her character. ARR music is perfecto!!!
· Kurt Cobain has this completely lost & whatever look in the unplugged version of MAN WHO SOLD THE WORLD...what was he thinking?
· The lighting on stage in the PINK FLOYD: LIVE IN EUROPE CONCERT is absolute brilliance….must have been great music experience
· Suddenly cricket has gotten a lil more exciting with the ODI format…T20 sucks big time…believe me!!
· Someone pls plan and get a 5 test match series between India and Aus in Australia started asap….test match cricket and its loyal followers need it. I do surely!!
· ‘Jalwa’ title song is nice and catchy…check out the last few dance steps with Prabhu Deva in it.
· F1 season is over and I am depressed puzzled if I will see Kimi race again F1…..he might move to McLaren they say….pls pls pls do that!!!
· Why isn’t the Honda Jazz selling much? Or is it?
· The Yamaha power bikes look stylish and really muscular.
· There is nothing like eating delicious idli dipped in hot sambhar
- Wake up Sid club remix is a very peppy number and Lenka The Show is a very cute feel good song
Saturday, October 31, 2009
WHAT’S COOKING & ONE SURE WAY TO DE-STRESS!!??
After close to 10 years of living out of home across many cities and eating out 3 meals a day, I am entering my sixth month of eating simple and delicious (I promise it is) home-made food. I make it just with my own hands in case you are wondering.
But why didn’t I do this before? Why didn’t I prepare food for myself prior to this? Well, 2 reasons: One, I thought cooking was too much of hard work to invest one’s time and energy. I totally realize today how incorrect that thought was. Two, I had restaurants/eat outs around to ensure I didn’t really feel the pinch of stepping out for every meal (that kills leme tell you)
The second reason was probably what pushed me to start cooking now. Believe me, there isn’t a single outlet near my home for a quick early morning breakfast or a simple lunch. This precisely got me thinking even as I was about to finalize this house ( I liked the place on first view) to get started on my culinary skills and boy, I am happy as punch to share that I do make a decent meal. I am so happy and thrilled about this. It has brought to me so much self reliance and a feeling of contentment that it’s hard to exactly describe.
Having said that, it surely is a big de-stresser for me especially at the end of a week day even if it means I am back home 8.30-9ish. All I need 30-45 mins to make something up and its yummy tummy!!!!Well I just about finished my dinner and now you know why there is a zing in my tone JJJ
But why didn’t I do this before? Why didn’t I prepare food for myself prior to this? Well, 2 reasons: One, I thought cooking was too much of hard work to invest one’s time and energy. I totally realize today how incorrect that thought was. Two, I had restaurants/eat outs around to ensure I didn’t really feel the pinch of stepping out for every meal (that kills leme tell you)
The second reason was probably what pushed me to start cooking now. Believe me, there isn’t a single outlet near my home for a quick early morning breakfast or a simple lunch. This precisely got me thinking even as I was about to finalize this house ( I liked the place on first view) to get started on my culinary skills and boy, I am happy as punch to share that I do make a decent meal. I am so happy and thrilled about this. It has brought to me so much self reliance and a feeling of contentment that it’s hard to exactly describe.
Having said that, it surely is a big de-stresser for me especially at the end of a week day even if it means I am back home 8.30-9ish. All I need 30-45 mins to make something up and its yummy tummy!!!!Well I just about finished my dinner and now you know why there is a zing in my tone JJJ
THE INTERVIEW - VIR SANGHVI
I have been watching a lot interviews for some time now (on TV I meant)...NDTV, CNBC or Times Now. The interviewers I mean here are Barkha Dutt, Rajdeep Sardesai, Vir Sanghvi, Omkar Goswami, Karan Thapar and many more. The interviews I am referring to are the one-on-one kinda sessions as in not related to news or a short interview. It is a one hour session if you know what I mean.
The one interviewer that remains strongly in my mind is Vir Sanghvi. In every interview I have seen of his when he is probing, questioning or grilling a celebrity/business tycoon/actor; I see a strong attitude of self-confidence, of a body language of not being over awed by the persona opposite him, of a certain nonchalant air of wanting to demand more from the interviewee, of a chilled out yet an intense listener.
I vividly remember his interview with Naresh Goyal of Jet Airways especially where I closely observed all of these; something I don't quite see in others.
Anyways, this has been long pending small post…it’s out on the blog, out of my system and I am done!!!
The one interviewer that remains strongly in my mind is Vir Sanghvi. In every interview I have seen of his when he is probing, questioning or grilling a celebrity/business tycoon/actor; I see a strong attitude of self-confidence, of a body language of not being over awed by the persona opposite him, of a certain nonchalant air of wanting to demand more from the interviewee, of a chilled out yet an intense listener.
I vividly remember his interview with Naresh Goyal of Jet Airways especially where I closely observed all of these; something I don't quite see in others.
Anyways, this has been long pending small post…it’s out on the blog, out of my system and I am done!!!
LUCKY ALI or LUCKY ME!!??
Every time I get my IPod turned on or play some old cassettes on my ‘just-about-working’ tape recorder, there is this feeling of being in another world…feeling a high…elated…happy and kicked about life.
This particularly happened when I recently played a Best Of Lucky Ali collection (an old cassette) on my even older tape recorder.
Almost every song that played got me kicked. When I was listening to TU KAUN HAI….and visualizing the OST video of BHOPAL EXPRESS, it was like listening to the waves as they quieten, build up and hit the shores.
When I was listening to TERE MERE SAATH, the video shot in Cuba had to play inside me…the chorus and strumming of the guitar taking you back into another era maybe and with a light breeze of romance and happiness in it
When I was listening to KITNI HASEEN ZINDAGI, well…Malaika had to pop up in my mind but it was a beautiful feeling remembering or recollecting someone you are fond of…the small things about them…maybe the laughter…their voice or even their mannerisms…awesome feeling
When I was listening to another track (don’t remember the name) where the video portrays the circus clown…it was about the feelings that all of us keep buried within us and move on with life…it was very sacrificial and those of a do-gooder with no expectations of returns…made you feel heavy and not to forget the beautiful Urdu in it and powerful lines of poetry
When I was listening to ANJAANE RAHON MEIN, it made me look closely at people and life when we are so close to what we actually yet don’t see it. It seemed to seek companionship, someone who is there for you; moments that life I believe is all about…to treasure and cherish.
So thanks Lucky Ali or like I have named this blog, Lucky Me coz you made my Sunday morning full of zing, made me start the Sunday on a high, the coffee seemed that much more delicious despite not being filter coffee (AHEM!!), the breeze in my balcony seemed that much more relaxing and pleasant
Bye for now :) :)
This particularly happened when I recently played a Best Of Lucky Ali collection (an old cassette) on my even older tape recorder.
Almost every song that played got me kicked. When I was listening to TU KAUN HAI….and visualizing the OST video of BHOPAL EXPRESS, it was like listening to the waves as they quieten, build up and hit the shores.
When I was listening to TERE MERE SAATH, the video shot in Cuba had to play inside me…the chorus and strumming of the guitar taking you back into another era maybe and with a light breeze of romance and happiness in it
When I was listening to KITNI HASEEN ZINDAGI, well…Malaika had to pop up in my mind but it was a beautiful feeling remembering or recollecting someone you are fond of…the small things about them…maybe the laughter…their voice or even their mannerisms…awesome feeling
When I was listening to another track (don’t remember the name) where the video portrays the circus clown…it was about the feelings that all of us keep buried within us and move on with life…it was very sacrificial and those of a do-gooder with no expectations of returns…made you feel heavy and not to forget the beautiful Urdu in it and powerful lines of poetry
When I was listening to ANJAANE RAHON MEIN, it made me look closely at people and life when we are so close to what we actually yet don’t see it. It seemed to seek companionship, someone who is there for you; moments that life I believe is all about…to treasure and cherish.
So thanks Lucky Ali or like I have named this blog, Lucky Me coz you made my Sunday morning full of zing, made me start the Sunday on a high, the coffee seemed that much more delicious despite not being filter coffee (AHEM!!), the breeze in my balcony seemed that much more relaxing and pleasant
Bye for now :) :)
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
When I look back
I have been over last few days thinking and did wonder as I asked myself...when I look back at life what would I remember...so let me think..ummm...
I would remember moments when I sat with a friend or colleague on a free wheeling chat..talking about each other's lives...apprehensions...fears...joys and aspirations...laugh a lot...laugh at ourselves or at the world around us
I would remember moments when I was myself...lost in my thoughts..being a nobody....just Jagan and no one else....maybe sitting by the roadside...on the platform observing the world around
I would remember the long cycle rides to JEE classes, the long hours of play in my beautiful neighbourhood
I would remember the 9AM -3PM classes during undergrad days and the amount of free time then..that looks a rarity now
I would remember the number of physics problems I tried to solve and wasn't too successful....yet was kicked with the learning and concepts I learnt
I would remember the yoga and shloka classes, the coming back school - home at 4PM, playing for 2 hours and back home doing my home work
I would remember the open cycle rickshaw rides to school and back
I would remember imitating my teachers and actors, both body language and voices
I would remember the incessant laughter with friends/cousins when a silly joke would have tickled us a little too much
I would remember walking aimlessly....wanting nothing to do or anything else to happen
Think about all of the above and smile...be happy and laugh a lot : ) :)
I would remember moments when I sat with a friend or colleague on a free wheeling chat..talking about each other's lives...apprehensions...fears...joys and aspirations...laugh a lot...laugh at ourselves or at the world around us
I would remember moments when I was myself...lost in my thoughts..being a nobody....just Jagan and no one else....maybe sitting by the roadside...on the platform observing the world around
I would remember the long cycle rides to JEE classes, the long hours of play in my beautiful neighbourhood
I would remember the 9AM -3PM classes during undergrad days and the amount of free time then..that looks a rarity now
I would remember the number of physics problems I tried to solve and wasn't too successful....yet was kicked with the learning and concepts I learnt
I would remember the yoga and shloka classes, the coming back school - home at 4PM, playing for 2 hours and back home doing my home work
I would remember the open cycle rickshaw rides to school and back
I would remember imitating my teachers and actors, both body language and voices
I would remember the incessant laughter with friends/cousins when a silly joke would have tickled us a little too much
I would remember walking aimlessly....wanting nothing to do or anything else to happen
Think about all of the above and smile...be happy and laugh a lot : ) :)
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
RIP – COLONEL ANAND KUMAR SINGH
A classmate of mine, Anand from the ISB passed away last Friday to the complete shock and disbelief of the entire ISB community.
I didn’t know him very well but surely remember chatting up with him on and off (he was from another section) but what struck me was his ever-smiling face, a vibrant attitude and an energetic, brisk walk. All characteristics that constantly reminded you that he was (formerly) a man in uniform.
He was also in my group that was part of 3-4 feedback sessions to the ISB senior management. And I clearly remember that he would be calm, observant yet make his point in a measured manner. And it always concerned a policy matter or for creating better opportunities for the student community.
I also noticed in all my interactions with him that he was itching to do something…something different...something innovative...that’s the sense I got of him. He would always talk of an idea or what-if-I kinda situations…saying I wanna try this….
But yes….I can’t help notice the number of times I am using words like WAS, REMEMBERED, WOULD….because he is no more with us. That’s the bitter truth.
I feel a certain emptiness within as I think about all of this and saddened that a soul...a bundle of feelings….a human being…a heart full of hope was alive and kicking….till about 4 days back…and today it is no more…
RIP Anand.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
WIND BACK TIME!! REVISIT ‘’THALAPATHI’’
Being a big fan of Rajni I couldn't resist watching 4 movies of his…all in this weekend. SIVAJI: THE BOSS one more time….along with Thalapathi, Padayappa and Chandramukhi…..only this time on a large screen, with a fellow Rajni fan..good enough to add to the frenzy!!
Thalapathi (The Lieutenant) was released in 1991…and I saw it one more time today..I couldn’t help but revisit this film and the Rajni magic apart from Mani’s brilliance
Thalapathi is a Mani Rathnam film, loosely inspired by the Mahabharata; the Karna-Arjuna-Duryodhana connection. The film stars apart from Rajni, Mammootty, Arvind Swamy and Shobhana. So here is a quick view of plot:
Rajni plays Surya; orphaned as a baby by his then teenager mom (Sripriya) and brought up by the poor in the slums. He grows up on other side of law and initially is pitted against the rival local gang led by Devarajan (Mammootty). Circumstances drive Devarajan to save Surya from being jailed for murder. This indebtedness drives Surya to be faithful to Devarajan and he turns a trustworthy lieutenant (THALAPATHI). The plot thickens here as Sripriya moves into the same city with her husband and IAS son, Arjun (Arvind Swamy). Despite giving Surya up as a baby, she is living constantly in his memory and wondering where and how he is. Arjun starts to tighten the screws on the local mafia and clashes with Deva and Surya; completely ignorant of his elder brother in Surya. Sripriya’s husband played by Jaishankar reveals the truth about his parentage to Surya (much to his denial) and Sripriya does the same to Arjun. This happens just before the clash between the police and the gangs is to occur; a move to wipe off Surya and Deva.
Here is when connect to the Mahabharata plot of Arjuna-Karna-Duryodhana shows up strongly; Surya refuses to move away from Deva and renews his commitment to Deva’s friendship. In the meantime, the aging mafia lord, Karivardhan (Amrish Puri) seeks revenge on Deva and Surya. As the relationships are revealed and the loved ones are out to save one another, Karivardhan kills Deva; Surya seeks revenge by killing him. The story ends with the complete family reunited; Sripriya deciding to stay with Surya as her IAS son, Arjun leaves to another town for an assignment.
This plot of friendship and rivalry is beautifully interspersed with love between Rajni and Shobana which doesn’t materialize into their marriage due to both his orphan and anti-social status; Shobana ends up marrying Arjun whilst Surya accepts to marry Bhanupriya on Deva’s request; Surya had killed her husband in an gang encounter.
I surely need to write a long piece on Rajni – about his acting in the film to be precise. No style, no big fights, no jazzy hairstyle, no fancy costumes, no makeup. Just raw Rajni magnetism and ruggedness to see for all his true fans. The actor inside Rajni I have always believed has immense potential and has never been fully exploited. After seeing Thalapathy I was convinced that Mani has done justice to this great actor. Rajni has over the years, fallen into the trap of his onscreen persona as SUPER STAR and expectations from his fans that his style and stunts have often been the only visible aspect of his acting. Through the film, he displays a range of emotions – the angry man fighting injustice, the orphaned son seeking motherly love, the one in denial of his mother’s identity and fight with his younger brother, the unflinching friendship and loyalty to Deva, the caring do-gooder to the slum dwellers; to name a few.
The highlights of this movie in no particular order are as below:
· A no-frills/no-style/no-makeup Rajni with loads of sheer magnetism and presence; and acting that shows his true mettle; needing someone like Mani to unravel
· Close-ups and brilliant yet subtle lighting that captures the emotional intensity of the plot
· Terrific songs by Ilaiyaraja – every song a masterpiece; melancholic, full of melody and connect with the plot
· Background score precisely and brilliantly captures exactly the mood in the movie at every stage
· A strong cast of actors apart from the 2 pillars – Jaishankar, Sripriya, Bhanupriya, Geetha
· Crisp dialogues that are integral to any Mani film and a fast paced narration that keeps you riveted throughout
· Amazing use of silence to capture the roller coaster of emotions, situations and characters in this film
· Mammootty’s presence as Deva and his understated acting
I can write endlessly about this film; blame it on my craze for Rajni if you wanna......but trust me the film is a must-must watch. Next to come – revisit to another masterpiece from Mani – IRUVAR…
Thalapathi (The Lieutenant) was released in 1991…and I saw it one more time today..I couldn’t help but revisit this film and the Rajni magic apart from Mani’s brilliance
Thalapathi is a Mani Rathnam film, loosely inspired by the Mahabharata; the Karna-Arjuna-Duryodhana connection. The film stars apart from Rajni, Mammootty, Arvind Swamy and Shobhana. So here is a quick view of plot:
Rajni plays Surya; orphaned as a baby by his then teenager mom (Sripriya) and brought up by the poor in the slums. He grows up on other side of law and initially is pitted against the rival local gang led by Devarajan (Mammootty). Circumstances drive Devarajan to save Surya from being jailed for murder. This indebtedness drives Surya to be faithful to Devarajan and he turns a trustworthy lieutenant (THALAPATHI). The plot thickens here as Sripriya moves into the same city with her husband and IAS son, Arjun (Arvind Swamy). Despite giving Surya up as a baby, she is living constantly in his memory and wondering where and how he is. Arjun starts to tighten the screws on the local mafia and clashes with Deva and Surya; completely ignorant of his elder brother in Surya. Sripriya’s husband played by Jaishankar reveals the truth about his parentage to Surya (much to his denial) and Sripriya does the same to Arjun. This happens just before the clash between the police and the gangs is to occur; a move to wipe off Surya and Deva.
Here is when connect to the Mahabharata plot of Arjuna-Karna-Duryodhana shows up strongly; Surya refuses to move away from Deva and renews his commitment to Deva’s friendship. In the meantime, the aging mafia lord, Karivardhan (Amrish Puri) seeks revenge on Deva and Surya. As the relationships are revealed and the loved ones are out to save one another, Karivardhan kills Deva; Surya seeks revenge by killing him. The story ends with the complete family reunited; Sripriya deciding to stay with Surya as her IAS son, Arjun leaves to another town for an assignment.
This plot of friendship and rivalry is beautifully interspersed with love between Rajni and Shobana which doesn’t materialize into their marriage due to both his orphan and anti-social status; Shobana ends up marrying Arjun whilst Surya accepts to marry Bhanupriya on Deva’s request; Surya had killed her husband in an gang encounter.
I surely need to write a long piece on Rajni – about his acting in the film to be precise. No style, no big fights, no jazzy hairstyle, no fancy costumes, no makeup. Just raw Rajni magnetism and ruggedness to see for all his true fans. The actor inside Rajni I have always believed has immense potential and has never been fully exploited. After seeing Thalapathy I was convinced that Mani has done justice to this great actor. Rajni has over the years, fallen into the trap of his onscreen persona as SUPER STAR and expectations from his fans that his style and stunts have often been the only visible aspect of his acting. Through the film, he displays a range of emotions – the angry man fighting injustice, the orphaned son seeking motherly love, the one in denial of his mother’s identity and fight with his younger brother, the unflinching friendship and loyalty to Deva, the caring do-gooder to the slum dwellers; to name a few.
The highlights of this movie in no particular order are as below:
· A no-frills/no-style/no-makeup Rajni with loads of sheer magnetism and presence; and acting that shows his true mettle; needing someone like Mani to unravel
· Close-ups and brilliant yet subtle lighting that captures the emotional intensity of the plot
· Terrific songs by Ilaiyaraja – every song a masterpiece; melancholic, full of melody and connect with the plot
· Background score precisely and brilliantly captures exactly the mood in the movie at every stage
· A strong cast of actors apart from the 2 pillars – Jaishankar, Sripriya, Bhanupriya, Geetha
· Crisp dialogues that are integral to any Mani film and a fast paced narration that keeps you riveted throughout
· Amazing use of silence to capture the roller coaster of emotions, situations and characters in this film
· Mammootty’s presence as Deva and his understated acting
I can write endlessly about this film; blame it on my craze for Rajni if you wanna......but trust me the film is a must-must watch. Next to come – revisit to another masterpiece from Mani – IRUVAR…
Saturday, August 29, 2009
I WONDER!!!
I wonder why I need to work hard for everything
I wonder if this actually means I am just unlucky or does it show how perseverent I am
I wonder why I need to be pushed to the limit in anything to break free or do something drastic
I wonder if all his indirectly validates the proverb - the best is always reserved for the last
I wonder if attention to detail is a virtue or a vice
I wonder how best one can live for TODAY yet work for TOMORROW
I wonder what the best way is for a great work life balance
I wonder if people can be as successful in both personal and professional lives
I wonder how tolerant is tolerant – when should one say ‘’that’s it’’!!
I wonder if patience and tolerance is still a virtue or a vice
I wonder if I didn’t do stuff that I ought to have done at the right time
I wonder if there is at all a right time for anything
I wonder if one needs to stop, reflect & ponder or just keep moving forward
I wonder what life will be in exactly 2 years time
I wonder if I can chill out a lot more without any pre-occupation
I wonder if this actually means I am just unlucky or does it show how perseverent I am
I wonder why I need to be pushed to the limit in anything to break free or do something drastic
I wonder if all his indirectly validates the proverb - the best is always reserved for the last
I wonder if attention to detail is a virtue or a vice
I wonder how best one can live for TODAY yet work for TOMORROW
I wonder what the best way is for a great work life balance
I wonder if people can be as successful in both personal and professional lives
I wonder how tolerant is tolerant – when should one say ‘’that’s it’’!!
I wonder if patience and tolerance is still a virtue or a vice
I wonder if I didn’t do stuff that I ought to have done at the right time
I wonder if there is at all a right time for anything
I wonder if one needs to stop, reflect & ponder or just keep moving forward
I wonder what life will be in exactly 2 years time
I wonder if I can chill out a lot more without any pre-occupation
WHAT IS & HOW SPACIOUS IS ONE’S PERSONAL SPACE!!??
I got thinking over the last few weeks on these two very important words – PERSONAL SPACE.
So what is the personal space???
· Does it mean time to be just alone with yourself?
· Does it mean physical space around you?
· Why do people need personal space?
· Does it mean being independent?
Lot more questions!! Lot more thoughts inside my mind…
As human beings we all surely have our own unique set of opinions, apprehensions, habits (physical and emotional), experiences. So these create and develop our day-to-day actions..because we all do and perform actions in both personal and professional lives…based on all of the above. Amidst the sea of humanity around us, our actions, reactions and emotions are completely unique. In all of this change and action, we all have this amazing ability to cut off, be lost in thoughts, chase our pursuits and live in our own small world.
So, when someone enters that small world (or should I say SPACIOUS!!??), it helps us understand, wonder, analyze or even question the similar/different perspectives that comes along. This person could be your mom, sister, girlfriend, spouse, co-worker….None of us likes being told what we should do, how we should think…simply because it questions our intrinsic thoughts/views/mindset….it is like being taken out of our comfort zone!!! Isn’t it??
And that I think is personal space…our thought process….having said that, it is only when we realize all by ourselves what should have / should our thoughts, actions and emotions be, that we get a different perspective….or reflect back on what other person might have intended…so I think personal space is surely also virtual…can be any size….and is constantly evolving!!!
So what is the personal space???
· Does it mean time to be just alone with yourself?
· Does it mean physical space around you?
· Why do people need personal space?
· Does it mean being independent?
Lot more questions!! Lot more thoughts inside my mind…
As human beings we all surely have our own unique set of opinions, apprehensions, habits (physical and emotional), experiences. So these create and develop our day-to-day actions..because we all do and perform actions in both personal and professional lives…based on all of the above. Amidst the sea of humanity around us, our actions, reactions and emotions are completely unique. In all of this change and action, we all have this amazing ability to cut off, be lost in thoughts, chase our pursuits and live in our own small world.
So, when someone enters that small world (or should I say SPACIOUS!!??), it helps us understand, wonder, analyze or even question the similar/different perspectives that comes along. This person could be your mom, sister, girlfriend, spouse, co-worker….None of us likes being told what we should do, how we should think…simply because it questions our intrinsic thoughts/views/mindset….it is like being taken out of our comfort zone!!! Isn’t it??
And that I think is personal space…our thought process….having said that, it is only when we realize all by ourselves what should have / should our thoughts, actions and emotions be, that we get a different perspective….or reflect back on what other person might have intended…so I think personal space is surely also virtual…can be any size….and is constantly evolving!!!
Saturday, August 22, 2009
My Name is Rajnikanth!!
The last 2 weeks of my mind share (or should I say heart share) has been dominated by Rajnikanth. Ya ..ya the superstar himself. Well chill…he doesn’t know me….I know him very well though :P
Watched one of his recent movies called KUSELAN. The name is from Indian mythology. Kuselan or Sudama is the name of Lord Krishna’s close childhood friend. With the passage of time, Krishna becomes King of Dwaraka while Sudama leads a life of poverty and distress in a small village. While Sudama/Kuselan is ashamed of his progress in life vis-a-vis Krishna and hence stays away from even trying to contact him; when he finally does, Lord Krishna remembers him fondly and in the memory of true friendship provides him wealth and comforts of his life.
The movie is based on this old mythological tale. Rajni plays himself while Pasupathi plays his childhood mate who is now a barber. Shy as his friend is to get back to his now celebrity friend, he lives a life of penury. Rajni lands up in his village for a 40 day shooting but Pasupathi is unable to meet Rajni in the midst of all the security and thronging local public desperate to catch a glimpse of the superstar.
Coincidentally, the school where Pasupathi’s children study wants to invite Rajni for their annual day function and knowing Pasupathi’s relationship with Rajni, expect him to ensure the star’s participation. The barber fails here again. Rajni accepts the invitation on his own and attends the function. His speech at the function is the highlight of the film where he remembers this old friend from the same school and recollects how what he is today is only because of that friend and his sacrifice of money to make Rajni pursue a film training course.
I was very touched and moved by this film; the underlying message and theme of the film. FRIENDSHIP!! A leaf out of Rajni’s real life. A friend from his days in Bangalore invested in paying the fee for Rajni’s course at the Chennai Film Institute. The lines in the film where he addresses the school annual function were written by Rajni himself. Probably a pouring out of feelings that were in him for years and something he has been conscious of.
I also picked up the biography of Rajnikanth (the title same as that of this post) just to get a closer look at this phenomenon. I have always been fascinated by him, a fan of his since childhood; better said, intrigued by his charisma and inner persona.
Well, he even came in my dreams; a sign of a high level of mind share that I started off this post mentioning about!!!
Watched one of his recent movies called KUSELAN. The name is from Indian mythology. Kuselan or Sudama is the name of Lord Krishna’s close childhood friend. With the passage of time, Krishna becomes King of Dwaraka while Sudama leads a life of poverty and distress in a small village. While Sudama/Kuselan is ashamed of his progress in life vis-a-vis Krishna and hence stays away from even trying to contact him; when he finally does, Lord Krishna remembers him fondly and in the memory of true friendship provides him wealth and comforts of his life.
The movie is based on this old mythological tale. Rajni plays himself while Pasupathi plays his childhood mate who is now a barber. Shy as his friend is to get back to his now celebrity friend, he lives a life of penury. Rajni lands up in his village for a 40 day shooting but Pasupathi is unable to meet Rajni in the midst of all the security and thronging local public desperate to catch a glimpse of the superstar.
Coincidentally, the school where Pasupathi’s children study wants to invite Rajni for their annual day function and knowing Pasupathi’s relationship with Rajni, expect him to ensure the star’s participation. The barber fails here again. Rajni accepts the invitation on his own and attends the function. His speech at the function is the highlight of the film where he remembers this old friend from the same school and recollects how what he is today is only because of that friend and his sacrifice of money to make Rajni pursue a film training course.
I was very touched and moved by this film; the underlying message and theme of the film. FRIENDSHIP!! A leaf out of Rajni’s real life. A friend from his days in Bangalore invested in paying the fee for Rajni’s course at the Chennai Film Institute. The lines in the film where he addresses the school annual function were written by Rajni himself. Probably a pouring out of feelings that were in him for years and something he has been conscious of.
I also picked up the biography of Rajnikanth (the title same as that of this post) just to get a closer look at this phenomenon. I have always been fascinated by him, a fan of his since childhood; better said, intrigued by his charisma and inner persona.
Well, he even came in my dreams; a sign of a high level of mind share that I started off this post mentioning about!!!
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